Despite my interest in emotions and human behaviour, I found this insight into the male psyche quite shocking. As a result, I spent quite some time looking into the topic of toxic masculinity but quite quickly I drifted away from “toxicity” to shocking numbers of male suicite. I tried to focus on trying to understand what it means to be a male, emotionally. What big gender gaps we still experience in emotional support and the need for emotional intelligence between humans without gender role.